My Babies

Kids grow up too fast.  I keep looking at Aramis and realizing he is going to be as big as Tristan soon, and Tristan is going to be going to school.  I just want them to stay my little babies forever.  There will come a point where they don't need me anymore, and I'm not excited for that day.  Even though it is awful for him, I have enjoyed Aramis wanting to be held so much being sick.  He always wants to be with me, and I am savoring every minute.  I love when Tristan comes up and gives me a big hug and kiss.  He doesn't say "I love you" yet, but he does go "Okay, mommy?"  And that is sweet enough for me.  I've gotten to have a lot of "bonding" time, haha, I guess you could call it, with the boys since Nick left.  It's just them and me.  I thought it was going to be horrible, but to tell you the truth?  I am actually starting to love it.  I love my little guys so much, not that I don't love Nick!  haha, but this experience has taught me a lot about my children, and being a mother.  It really is the best job in the world.